|
Warden
 ♥ My name is Alicia. I go by ALMIGHTYALICIA on the net. musings
I adore loud stuff and bright colours. I am a HUGE movie buff. I also spend half my life watching various TV shows. I practically worship the Moon. And I like observing the clouds.
Looking for something
Instagram
Ask me anything
Wishlist
mail
|
Posted Wednesday, November 16, 2011 // 2:16 pm
Filled with cows
 I feel so free and empty, in a good way, though. It's the, "I-can-do-any-shit-I-want-but-what" empty. For starters, though, I got a job. As a promoter at some Christmas atrium fair thing. Shannen's father offered me the job and hey, why not? I rather work and earn some bucks than rot at home and do nothing but play computer until my head hurts as shit. It was great that I can find a job without leaving the house or sending emails. I feel lucky. And promoting things couldn't be that tough right? Other than the constantly standing up and the rejection. I think my thick skin can come in handy in here. The prom preparations are all done. All my peeps' dresses are at my place, all the make-up and shoes and clutch. All the glitz and glamour are available at my place. Unless someone breaks into my house in the middle of the night to steal it, it's nearly impossible to steal them away. I can't wait for the utter madness tomorrow. I am looking forward to the experience. I had the best dream last night. I dreamed that I was in love with this older photographer assistant guy. I don't even recognise himself but he is sweet as can be. I love the idea of being in love. I woke up having problems differentiating dreams from reality. And and and, I fell in love in this picturesque valley where my four walls are the mountain walls. The sky was really blue and the clouds were magnificent. I can't think of a better place to have the dream. But it was, after all, just a dream. :( I hate these deceiving lucid dreams I keep having. But I proof my point of living in between fantasy and reality. Fantasy is beautiful. Oh gosh, you know how dreams are opposite of reality? Does that means that I'll end up alone and old and unwanted? Or am I going to end up with an abusive relationship? NO! Please don't do that to me, law of the universe... Labels: i'm obsessed with prom, my dreams, prom 2011, working |