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Posted Monday, October 08, 2012 // 9:11 am
You will be missed
At the starting often the school year, I mentioned that I
joined the Stage Improvisation Club in my school. I also did talk about how
much I enjoyed it, and how it helped me feel sane from my eternal isolation in
class. I should clear the tone of this post,
this is not a ranting post. I just got news that the club is, to simply put,
closing down, so I’m kinda thrown off at the moment.
I really liked my CCA, I do. But as time goes pass, I got
really tired and upset at what the club is becoming. The numbers are dwindling
down, people are no longer coming to practices, and even the instructor we
originally had no longer come to practices too. The group just slowly slipped
into an absolute dump. And when I felt that the club seem to lose its meaning,
I did what I always do, I just ran away from it.
I got tired to trying to hold on and I guess I had a feeling
it wouldn’t make it anyway. I guess it really didn’t. And that’s quite sad,
cause that means the past term of showing up every Friday night would
eventually reflect nothing on my CCA records. And only slightly valid if I ever
mention it in my testimonial. Plus I would have to find a new CCA to prove my
worth in terms of my CCA records.
I really don’t feel like committing to anything else anymore
considering how much commitment I would have to put in to gain my loss.
And I have major commitment issues. Why do you think I chose
a CCA that guarantee me air-con, less workout, and Fridays only?
I had a blast there though; I got to know some fantastic
people. A fellow Little Monster in the bunch too, I might add. And it really
helped me ease into Poly life. I have to admit that Poly life is much tougher
than I thought. I can’t imagine how I managed the last term, waking up at
7.40am everyday and stressing over minor details. It’s a miracle I could make
friends in such a competitive environment.
It is what it is huh. The club is detaching away from the
system and I just have to grow some skin and look for another CCA. Or maybe
not, I mean, who really has the time already?
The ship is sinking and I am getting on a lifeboat, just to
wander around for the time being, I guess.
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