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![]() ♥ My name is Alicia. I go by ALMIGHTYALICIA on the net. musings
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Posted Thursday, March 07, 2013 // 11:00 am
I spent yesterday out with Keh Jun to pass him his gift and get myself some cupcake. His birthday is up in another 2 more days and I am glad I always get to meet him in the holidays. We went to Holland Village and just went about to catch up with each other's life. He is basically the only friend in my close circle who went to Polytechnic so I am only able to meet up with him at both of our convenience. So thank goodness for that.I get pretty sick and tired of having no one there when I need them to talk like how I used to rant over the phone to them. They all become overtly busy with their studies which I don't know if they understand that it is not everything. I get the feeling that I'm left out in their adventures in their school which I totally cannot relate to. I mean, they would be talking about a very specific common goal (ie. A levels) and I am here wondering what internship should I sign on with. I can't seem to fit into their conversation and it annoys me to heck when I am so confused with everything. I don't even know if I would want to head to University IMMEDIATELY after my tertiary education. What I really hope is that my internship is good enough to catapult me into the industry which I would work for, let's say 5 years, and then go back to studying when I am sick of working and have enough funds to pay for it by myself. But I have no idea what life have pieced out for me so as my sister who would dismissed me when I try to piece my future with her guidance would say, "Cest la vie". I actually really want to work. In a production or something. I want to learn as I work. I want to contribute because it feels like crap when I study. I loathe studying because when one studies, they are literally revising what they already know. Why in the world would I want to learn something I already know when the world is out there with evermore learning experiences? I just can't stick to one tree when the Amazon is out there waiting for me to explore. I feel like "Science Boy", you know the comic Ross draw when he was young which was mugged away by Phoebe? The superhero whose power is "superhuman thirst for knowledge". I'm not normal. But I know once I start working, I would miss the studying days because it would definitely be "easier and less complicated". But now I'm just torn. Labels: happy birthday, secondary school friends, working |