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 ♥ My name is Alicia. I go by ALMIGHTYALICIA on the net. musings
I adore loud stuff and bright colours. I am a HUGE movie buff. I also spend half my life watching various TV shows. I practically worship the Moon. And I like observing the clouds.
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Posted Friday, April 26, 2013 // 6:38 pm
Flames
 I don't know why I am obsessing over a stupid word about fire. What the hell is wrong with me? Anyway, it was the first official lesson week for me, which had already managed to kill me simply by bombarding vague instructions for assignments this entire semester. I was staring at the slides all dumbfounded, with my face permanently stucked in a confused expression. Otherwise I would not be listening as attentively as I hope because the teacher is either repeating what I've already known or teaching basic knowledge. And I don't do both because my brain don't need to be refreshed every few minutes with no actual new or fresh updates on subjects that I have enough data about. I hate studying, I've always had, and growing older had just made me realised that my brains cannot take anymore bullshit as such. I'm sidetracking. Back to school. Year 2 would probably be the worst year in my Poly career and I'm currently crying just thinking about the crap I have to complete and complete on time this semester whilst trying to maintain my GPA. I'm looking at the work to be completed and I'm close to a panic attack. No, I'm kidding. The meltdown only come in another 8 more weeks, what am I talking about? I was staring at the notes that the teachers, who are more mundane this semester, who are teaching us and all I can think about is "What is this?" or "Is that tested?" or "Holy crap". I still have no idea what is copywriting or what I am suppose to do for Public Relations and why I have clients already, but I think things are looking up for one Alicia Chong. Lord, I need to breathe. I honestly don't know what else I can do for my CCA records because it is rather pathetic. After looking at the scheme of work this year and my own circle of crap to hold over my shoulders, CCA appears to be the biggest waste of time and energy. It's horrifying, the amount of stress put upon a person in our time and age, and I don't know how everybody go through with that on a daily basis. The standards to be met, the hopes that you have to be careful not to shatter, the unbelievable place we are in that asks for so much of us when all we have is just a speck of dust. One day, the world as we know is going to run itself into chaos and all we have to blame for its tragic reduction is ourselves. The future is scary, guys, I am terrified, you know that? Labels: cca, poly, school is killing me |