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Posted Sunday, April 21, 2013 // 3:09 pm
A happy elephant to cheer you up
This week proved to be one of the worst week ever. The Boston explosions kept churning out more and more heartbreaking news that managed to affect me pretty hardly. I thought it was a terrible week because of my period giving me trouble for 5 days straight but Twitter proved me otherwise. On top of the Boston attack, there was also Margaret Thatcher's funeral ongoing on the other side of the world, a horrendous rape case involving a kid as young as 5 years old in New Delhi, India, and more close to where I am, the passing of one of my most respected local actor, Huang Wen Yong. If these things happen in any other time, I might still be searching for the good or at least the positive side of thing, but my body is depriving me of that. I have this awful cough, dreadful insomnia which rarely occur to me, and what I already mentioned in the third line of this paragraph. I literally don't have the energy and mood to try to be optimistic. In fact, that picture of the elephant above is currently my wallpaper. Because I need something happy to look at and apparently baby animals does the trick. I cannot really put into words what I am feeling. Well, actually I can, but if I were to rant it all out, I'm pretty sure I would be in a worse place so I shan't risk it. People annoys me and as much as I am dying to type out why, it would only make things worse. So yah okay, I just figured out another reason why I am so unhappy. I need reality to take a break right now. I need to feel the balance between good and evil restored right now. I know I am an atheist which is pretty annoying to most religions. But I do feel like if I were to incline to a certain religion or belief, it would probably be Taoism. Because I recognise the importance of balance, with good comes evil, with life comes death. (Don't get me wrong, I don't actually trust in feng shui or fortune telling, nor believe in the idea of multiple deities looking after us as if we are under some cooperation. Probably just the concept of Yin-Yang.) Anyway, I trust that with bad comes good. So I can only hope to see that next week would be much better than this. Labels: feeling down, my period is here, religion, this week is terrible, unbelievable incidents |