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 ♥ My name is Alicia. I go by ALMIGHTYALICIA on the net. musings
I adore loud stuff and bright colours. I am a HUGE movie buff. I also spend half my life watching various TV shows. I practically worship the Moon. And I like observing the clouds.
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Posted Thursday, April 12, 2012 // 11:43 am
When you let the rain keep pouring
 There would be me, all cuddled up on my bed and I would scroll along the web looking for things to read on. Then when that happens, I start to speak to the computer like, "You don't say!", as though it understands me. I'm a gossipy and I like it, dammit. But right now I'm just in pain. I think I danced too hard yesterday at rehearsals. My back muscles, which I didn't know existed, is giving me hell right now. While dancing yesterday, I thought only my arms will suffer like crazy. It was burning up and it was so red with all the blood pumping so feverishly. Nicole thought I smack my arms or something to achieve that effect. It sucks. My lower back hurts when I stand up straight. And I don't like hunching when I'm standing. I'm already short enough, stupid back. But I really love all the dancing yesterday. Like two-three hours of nonstop dancing. The best. I was sweating a whole lot. Moving like I've never stopped dancing. My heart pumping on pure adrenaline. My legs were really beat by the end of the day but I loved it. I missed that feeling so much. I almost forgot that I love dancing. Screw, I am not the best dancer in the bunch. But the whole grooving to the music, learning new steps, the next move is a whole new, fresh dance step, I live for that too. The excitement of nailing a new move, knowing the steps well enough to make goofy faces and not messing up, fantastic. Chinese Dance must have scarred me deep for me to swear off dance for a year or so. Oh and there was a little acting gig at the end which reignites the drama flame in me. Yes, I got back the joy and anticipation of seeing what life has to offer to me. That fearless to face the obstacles that often find its way to deny me of anything I can actually do. Actually, I find myself shameless when acting, more of. I throw away the fear, place an inexplicable amount of trust in my partner and do things deemed too disgusting to be done outside the stage. I can't explain my lack of fear. I simple trust when I'm acting. I just feel that if you don't trust your costar when acting, your costar can feel that, and that lack of trust is just a very unnecessary bouder when you have your work at stake. Similarly, when you have that basic trust for each other, you have faith that the scene won't be a disaster and a reassurance that you have your costar believing in you when the world doesn't. I see acting as a two-way relationship. So I never want to disrespect the people I'm working with. Unless, of course, I have already offended them and they are just narrow-minded people. Well then I'll say I was a bitch for picking a fight with non-professional bitches. During the dance, there was this one run when Kenneth messed up one step completely and everybody sort of always look at him when dancing to make sure they are doing the right thing. And there was me and Kabir dancing correctly, totally ignoring his moves. Kabir and I was smiling so victoriously when the music stopped because we know we did something right when everyone else was wrong. It's like getting a higher grade than the subject geek. That's for laughing at me when Miss Tnee announced that my photo for the medallion will be out today. >:) Labels: addiction, dance, drama, love |