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 ♥ My name is Alicia. I go by ALMIGHTYALICIA on the net. musings
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Posted Thursday, May 15, 2014 // 10:36 am
The dark weather is hinting me to update my blog for I owe you guys some of my recent conquest over the past week.
No I did not run after a bus, no I did not jog/walk my way throughout. I legit ran for 10 minutes for exercising purposes because I made a promise to myself to live a little healthier. I have been unknowingly starving myself a little by eating irregular meals and eating less carbs than what you expect from how I look, but I have been changing that actively. I have been eating regularly with balanced meal (I ate 3 different kinds of meat for all 3 meals just yesterday) and with that I am starting to move a bit more and run once a week to keep fit.
Being unhealthy for more than 2 years, I figured it is time to change my life and let health be my main focus for this entire year. It is crucial for me to change my habit and change my mindset so that I can be the best version of myself, I hope. I really wish to get healthier as soon as possible and I know I can do it, and that I am on the right track to achieve it.
But I am hoping I can still function because it is starting to take a toll on my sleep.
I would be attending my bro's wedding on Saturday so there, you have wedding photos to enjoy if you follow me on Instagram. Labels: money, poly, school is killing me, sick, updates Posted Thursday, October 10, 2013 // 9:42 pm
I found my answer
 I am still recovering from my sickness so here comes the aftermath of my fever and cold. I have to deal with a really dry and super blocked nose, semi sore throat, weak stomach, fatigue and many other wonderful things. I still visit the toilet every half an hour and I feel positively amazing and glowing each time I am done. Sigh, it is hard to stay lively when your body is aching everywhere from the sneezing workout from before. Seriously, I thought I was going to develop abs from the constant sneezing. It hurt, eventually. I have cravings for french fries. And not like Mcdonald's kind. I have cravings for the gourmet kinds that is topped with fancy things like truffles or herbs or parmesan shavings. :/ I really want to munch on that for some really unhealthy reason. And it's not just that. I am losing my appetite for my usual loves like Gong Cha and cupcakes. Yet I am still baking. I think this sickness really messed me up big time. I might even want to change names at the rate that I am going. That is pretty worrying. I spent two hours yesterday creating a collage out of the multiplying amount of magazines on my craft shelf. I figured I should clear them in the most healthy way. And I wanted to create something beautiful. I'll instagram it sooner or later. Now I am starving because my tiny ass tummy had digested my dinner. Labels: food, i read, poem, sick Posted Tuesday, June 04, 2013 // 9:49 pm
The song writes the rush
 Oh and my fever came immediately after my period ended. So this is honestly one of my worst week ever, physically. My brain is still being (oddly) stimulated enough to have the strength to do work. And to get angry and frustrated at my Video Production teacher. He really is the worst person ever, constantly judging us and treating us like complete idiots simply because we are younger than him. I corrected him because he got the Star Trek line wrong while explaining how important classic lines are because they make the movie and this is his response: Him: The what, "go boldly to places"... Me: "To boldly go where no man has ever gone before". Him: Yah lah, whatever lah.He is literally teaching about how important the exact line is to make a movie a classic and timeless movie but he fucking dissed me when I gave him the right Star Trek line. A little ironic, don't you think, sir? I noticed that my Chinese Literature stand in freeze disco dance position that dissolves me into laughter whenever I look up at him trying to teach the class. It's good to find humour in a excessively boring class. My Public Relations lecturer scolded the whole course today because a handful of them got D and another pile got C for the latest assignment. He wasn't even finalised with anything yet since a bunch of them have yet to present but he just decide to use about 30 minutes into lecture reprimanding the unknown circle of people like everyone was at fault. I honestly don't understand when teachers do that. It's like in a class of different intellectual levels, everyone is seem as geniuses in the teacher's eyes and when a bunch of them turn out to not meet the expectation, that bunch AND the actual geniuses and all the other floaters are lectured (pardon the pun) on not being geniuses as a class. No, everybody is different and if you were to take the time to maybe have that thought fixed in your mind, maybe you gain a new perspective at what sort of quality you might receive. Granted, some people are honestly just lazy. Maybe they deserve it. Maybe you are trying to "give them a harsh reality". Maybe through your tough love, they would be invigorated to learn and improve. Point is, why did you have to take up 30 minutes of everybody's time to those who probably actually already know they handed up bad work because they are lazy and to those who definitely already know the importance of quality and effort? There are so many other ways to approach the problem you obviously found vexing to tell off the course during lecture. You could email them, yell their ass off while at it. You could ask them to stay back, yell their ass off while at it. You could also wait till everyone is done and further evaluate then decide whether to yell their ass off. I honestly didn't feel anything as the lecture went on because I know my standard and I know I wouldn't be dismissed with a 'C' with the amount of time and effort I put into trying to make it the model press release look. I may get a 'B', but I know for a fact that since he rambled on non-stop on the subject of effort, I would not get a 'C', or 'D', for that matter. I'm not being snobbish about my intellect; I just know that if I don't give the lecturer shit work, he wouldn't return me a shit grade, were he an honourable man. Now that I vented the lecturer-rant thoughts out, I am having another on-again relationship with my headache. Boy, what a crappy feeling. Labels: i am sick, poly, school is killing me, sick, teachers Posted Tuesday, March 05, 2013 // 2:37 pm
I really don't know what happened
 Now I don't remember why I typed that in because I am lost. I am really not very vigilant huh. I get trapped in my own head. I was semi-unwell last night. I had this awful headache and my eyes were heavy. I rolled into bed at 9pm and felt my breath also lava-hot. My body broke into cold sweat for unknown reason, which only fuel to my uncomfortable sleeping experience. But what was odd was whenever I tried to fall asleep, my mind bring me to a room with this really odd Sherlock-ish puzzle to solve. I was aware of the fact I was not asleep yet and I was aware that I can just wake up and try sleeping again. But every single time the same image pop into my head and only when I tried for the fifth time, it was blur enough to dissolve my soul into it temporarily so my physique can rest. Then I woke up at 11.30pm. Headache gone but fever still present. I took a cold bath to cool myself down and rid my body of the icky, sweat-evaporate feeling from the cold sweat before. I got back to sleep and this time a less confusing but still blurry puzzle of the same genre coaxed me to sleep. When it was morning, I was about 20% aware of the fact that is is morning but I was still in my sleeping state. I could feel my godmum's palm on my forehead for a total of 3 times. I was aware of how her hand felt, texture, temperature and all, but I could not get myself the strength or energy to ask her to stop touching my forehead. All I did was lay on the bed being really uncomfortable with another person's contact on my skin. And I can only get myself to wake up at 8.30am. What have I been doing to my body..? Labels: sick Posted Monday, October 22, 2012 // 7:54 pm
So I caught a cold
 But I caught a stupid cold and it's making everything a chore. I am too weak to pay attention, though I do remember a lot of points for someone who is physically unwell. I got increasingly lazy to do everything. I even napped in class during the goddam 20 mins break. It was honestly a power nap. I was on the bus and all I could think about is fainting in the bus so I can be sent to a bed asleep. But I persevere and fumbled my way home like a drunkard. I was seriously beat and sick and grumpy. I barely made it bathing. But to be fair, everything feels better when you are standing under hot shower. Stupid talk yesterday screwed my body immune system up. I had to suffer the gloomy weather to be a part of a terribly long talk that goes on about things I already have a concept about. And the people giving the talk weren't the saints they tried to be. I have met the bitchiest old man ever. And that contributed my headache. From the end of the seminar, that was. And it just rolled downhill from then on. I guess I should really just survive till Wednesday, at least. Cause I only have two hours to be sick and sad on Thursday. Oh shit, so close yet so fucking far. I'm not good. Not good. Labels: i am sick, school is killing me, sick Posted Saturday, October 01, 2011 // 2:04 pm
 So there is a lot of stress piling on to us and us students can definitely see which teacher is passionate about getting us our good grades and which are simply lazy. Totally hate that. Anyway this week was terrible because I kept fluctuating between being sick and not. I had this awful stomach ache on Monday which caused me nearly my life. Yes I am exaggerating. What's more the bus ride home was the hottest bus ride I have ever been on. The air-con wasn't even on and the bus was so crowded that I nearly suffocated. When I alighted from the bus I thought I was in UK all over again. It was so terrible. So I went home looking for solution for my tummy and my godmum came into the room when I am just groaning in pain and rubbed the medical oil all over my tummy. The stomach ache was gone after 10 minutes but guess what? That night, I woke up with rashes all over the spots she had rubbed on and they were itchy as hell. And till now they still do itch. A little. Now, my period is here and this entire week I have been grumpy as heck. I shall name this week grumpy week. On Friday, there was this huge pour at Clementi and my socks and shoes were wet from it. I hate the feeling of wet socks so I rang Lynette and asked for slippers which I wore the entire day. I know, I break the rule huh. Here's the thing, it was the last lesson and I was walking across the second level halfway to get to the staffroom because my Chinese class was taken by some MT exams for the lower secondary. The entire level had exams so my flipflops became a little too loud. So I attracted the attention of Mdm Rosa while walking. No need to worry, I am the master of improvising and I immediately hobbled past her class. I am a cheetah. :D And I did not get into trouble. So I think she totally bought it, and I should be safe. I hope. NEVER BORROWING SLIPPERS AGAIN. Nearly gotten a heart attack for it. Labels: funny school stories, my period is here, nearly gotten into trouble, sick, this week is terrible Posted Sunday, February 13, 2011 // 11:40 am
And that means 3 x 10tothepowerof8  I like drawing and doodling in class. It keeps me awake okay? Boring classes with tons of talking need either some hands-on practice or some lonely time with my diary. I'm filling EVERYDAY with a sketch, or a cartoon. People are cracking less jokes about some unintentional puns made by the teachers. ARGH!  As much as I love Mdm Yehidaah, I need to stay awake during her less-than-entertaining theory work. Thank goodness there's always time for commercial break. Somehow that woman has everything in order. Mr Goh's facebook fan page is the funniest facebook page ever. "Why would I even need a graphic calculator?" OMG, BEST. And there was the computer-less teaching. He is so awesome. I love imitating his "core-zine" and everything. His pronounciation is just SO unique. I was not even aware that I'm running a fever until I did my daily, "Why am I so hot? I think I have a fever" test to my sister. And she was touching my forehead and screaming that I AM running a fever and rushed to get some medicine. Kinda funny, now that I think. I still call my tummy an earth and walk on it. Just to sing Solo by IYAZ. >:D Tumblr has the ability of making good rainbow cupcakes, the sexiest fish tail and own all the branded shoes in the world. >:( It makes me want to die. I bought denim shorts specially cause it was so big on the site. I think my style has become Tumblr. I can't wait for the Oscar. February 27, another 2 more weeks, another 14 more days. -groan- I'm so gonna take combined science. It's like the biggest hope in the world. Finally I don't have to fail my sciences anymore. Worse cough ever! Argh. I have this puking feel in my mouth the entire day. And I couldn't sleep well last night cause I was coughing so bad. Curses. I finished my homework! :D I woke up at 7++ am and did everything at one shot. Somehow, this fever has no headache on me. I think cause I'm not using my brains nowadays. Labels: i fail at science, i'm not, ill, mdm yehidaah, Oscar 2011, sexy goh, sick |