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 ♥ My name is Alicia. I go by ALMIGHTYALICIA on the net. musings
I adore loud stuff and bright colours. I am a HUGE movie buff. I also spend half my life watching various TV shows. I practically worship the Moon. And I like observing the clouds.
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Posted Friday, November 08, 2013 // 10:57 pm
Or donut or fruits
 Anyway, I am having difficulties trying to manage my emotions when stress arises. I'm not good with anything related to deadlines really. I was made to introduce myself humorously before the class the other day and I basically claimed that my only talent is twirling hair. Well, the only talent that I would wholeheartedly swear that I am better than anyone else out there. Though I would not want to be known for that and that solely. That would be pathetic. John found this notebook that I had scribbled upon for about 3 pages laying about my house and decided to read it because why not, he is who he is. But I let him anyways because I wrote those things when I am Secondary 2 so the notebook wasn't all that embarrassing. Shit have yet to happen then. Apparently the first page documented "The things I am going to do after EOY", and I had written "Check Drama curriculum in JC" amidst my list of 14-year-old fantasy. And he just looked at me with sincerely freaked-out eyes asking, "Harh? You only Sec 2 and you are looking at Drama courses in JC already?!" Yeah I am kind of an over achiever from the minute I emerged for my mother's womb. I spent the last week with my head in the game, producing proposals after proposals to match with the endless amount of assignments thrown in my face. I seem to bitch a lot about the assignments there is but trust me, there is A LOT. I am actually trying to finish one out so my language settings is stagnantly fixed to my bilingual setting so I can revert back to Chinese if I ever need to. Or if I feel like it in a minute or so. It was non-stop focus for my assignments huh? Boy I need to get a life. I had to complete this news article this morning in class and I actually managed to complete it in the matter of an hour. Mind you, the class was two hours long. I did tidy my informations the night before so that I have an organised view of the informations on hand. But I also completed the article in Mandarin whilst jamming to a whole bunch of English songs. I think I could be talented in that sense. In other news, I am still a control freak when it comes to my work so I had my groupmates spend their rare spare time with me to discuss about the details of the dreadful group assignments. I am pretty sure I am more dreadful than the work itself. :/ Oh, random encounter of the week. I was standing behind this guy in the bus' standing bay the other day (which means I didn't have to move in the entire journey) and that man was wearing head to toe Armani. Anything related to Armani was adourned by him. He had on an Emporio Armani hoodies, Armani Exchange berms, Armani flip-flops, and he was carrying his laptop with, of course, an Emporio Armani sleeve. He was wearing cologne too, which I am pretty sure you could guess the brand of it. And that ends off your weekly dose of AlmightyAlicia news story. I need to physically amputate myself to deal with the stress now. Labels: poly, school is killing me, stress Posted Sunday, December 09, 2012 // 6:56 pm
This week I managed to complete A LOT of my work that is either due next week or next year. I have two things on my list for school-related work stuff, and I hardly had two things to do since the start of this semester. It makes me happy to see things being done, and it makes me happier when I hear my group mates chanting for relieved they are that our project is done so they can focus on their other work. I don't have last minute workers on my groups, they only appear after the project is over. Or when it is like 80% over.
I have to write a research report and film an instructional video. So that's the two shit I have left that I would have to complete over the 2 weeks break. I don't dare to call it holidays JUST IN CASE some jackass lecturer asks us back or give us extra work that is not graded. But I doubt so cause all the lecturers have been showing up for class lately.
I miss the days when they can cancel their lessons for like a month and the make-up lesson is only one week. But that's what makes an asshole teacher, so whatever.
I just went studying for the stupid test I have tomorrow. And I really wish tomorrow's test would be do-able, hopefully the teacher won't alter the question until nobody understands it, since he already did that for the notes and powerpoint slides. Sigh, really wish I can help such teachers do their presentation slides for them. I'm genius at them.
And anyway, since the common test is right around the corner, I went ahead and indulge in stress-eating. I don't do that very often but it makes me happy when there is food, especially if I am stressed and grumpy. So voila!
 I have been feeling particularly lousy these days so I might as well try to cheer myself up by saying yes. I should revert back to my studying mood since it's been a while since I "finished" studying. I need to recap. Argh, after some snacking. Labels: food, poly, school is killing me, stress Posted Monday, January 09, 2012 // 12:05 pm
You're an oxygen thief
 I try not to put reminders on places that is extremely visible and in my face. I only noted today's date on my planner, which everybody does. I did not put it on my bulletin board, though I should. But it would just haunt me of my nearing results that may or may not turn out to be what I have set for myself. I am always hoping for a 12. I dreamed that I had a 12. And also, ever since the start of last year, I have been aiming for a 12, though unsuccessfully, yes. I don't know, 12 has been my comfort zone. I would be pretty happy to have anything less than 12 but I would be very devastated if it turns out more than 12. But I shall not let my mind wander off in that direction, simply because it is not healthy. Really anxious and scared to find out the actual numbers. But I'll try not to put any pressure on myself. It's up to luck on the bell curve. I'm almost certain I'm going to achieve something above ten. So I am really scared of the last digit that might appear. Let's hope it's my index number for ten years. Posted Sunday, September 04, 2011 // 8:09 pm
I feel weak
 So I have 141 followers on Twitter and comments from strangers on Blogger along with 10000 views in total of my blog. I don't even know where all these people come from but thanks for the love. I am baffled at the number cause, come on, this is not the lifestyle of a style blogger, or a famous celebrity bitching about another famous celeb. It's a blog of a 16-year-old high-maintenance teen about her life at school. It's just so typical. And yesterday on Twitter, I was going on and on about studying and how much I hate it. Which I don't even know why I put my temper online. It's such an unusual behaviour of mine cause I usually just rant it to my friends. Oh I know why now. All of them are studying for the stupid mock exams. So bothering them would not be very appropriate. Especially I am bitching about studying to people who are studying. Morally wrong. I hated studying so much last night. I nearly suicide by hanging books all over me and jumping off the building so that I have more weight acting on me... OH MY GOSH, what is my problem?! I am including Physics into my blog now. I am off the charts. I got to study QA to refresh my memory tomorrow. Even though I've done that yesterday and the day before. >:( I really don't need the comfort of books right now. Argh. Labels: i love you strangers~, stress, study Posted Wednesday, August 10, 2011 // 5:32 pm
I suffer my relapse  Have a whole bunch of tests in two days and I am honestly dying. I mean, I knew that Secondary Four life was tough (C'mon, who doesn't believe it when our Primary school teachers warned us so), but this is getting ridiculous. I woke up at 10 this morning for the very first time in a very long time!That's how tired I am! Actually no cause I woke up at 8 and went to pee but decided to continue sleeping the moment I reached my bed. :P Ying Hui's present is my final shopping trip. :( How very sad, I can't do this! And I need to keep off the computer too. But I studied my Chemistry and Humanities, I hope I still have then in my mind by tomorrow. The stress is killing moi. Wait, when is the English oral? Oh boy. I need to watch so many movies too. How am I ever able to find time for leisure anymore? -cries- Labels: i love shopping, school is killing me, stress, study |
